A friend of mine went through something like this last year and said the hardest part was just making the first call. This explains that hesitation really well.

https://ziondkol984.quillnesty.com/posts/hypnotherapy-for-new-year-resolutions-that-actually-stick

A friend of mine went through something like this last year and said the hardest part was just making the first call. This explains that hesitation really well